suffice it to say,
we're leaving things unsaid


r o l l e r c o a s t e r


what happens when an indecisive person makes a decision that they can't help but make?
it scares me.
not the whole making the decision part, but it being unavoidable in general.
and trying to convince yourself otherwise seems like the only option,
until you realize that it's impossible to do,
and the decision was ultimately inevitable.
why is it that things can be so out of your control

heart over mind is what this is

and then we get our hopes up
and realize it
so then we try not to
so we think about not getting our hopes up
and that only makes us think about it more
which gets our hopes up even more
...vicious circle

please,
just
say
it

i hope something exciting happens tomorrow,
stop thinking about it
stop thinking about it

And not to say a thing tonight.