It's time to get specific, without getting specific.

How long are we going to keep secrets for? We assume that they'll come out eventually, but you can never be sure. There's definitely no guarantee, even if you want one.
I've discovered that sometimes you have to decide whether things are worth taking a risk over What's hard is that when you think of taking a risk you usually imagine it working out in your favour, although alot of the time that's not the case. So is it /really/ worth taking the risk over?
There is a large possibility that nothing will ever come of it.
I think I made that decision a long time ago, and I'm sticking to it.

I seem to be lacking words alot lately, which may be the root of the problem.
It's so easy to assume that what you want is understood by more than just yourself. But how can it be unless you find the words? If you need to hear something then it would seem you have to make that apparent.
Except that's not an option, it's never an option
Or maybe it is, and I'm just not willing to accept that yet

Only time can ever tell,
but in the meantime I'm perfectly fine with being distracted. It's a good system I have going on here, and one that could work for awhile. Just keep me hanging on by a little bit, deal?
I like feeling safe
And I like taking a risk knowing I'm safe in taking it

Funny how I seem to find out information after the time period that it could have had an affect on me. Less decisions to make I suppose, and now more secrets. Where to draw the line..
Nevertheless, these next few months, and especially this next month, is going to be amazing

89, just thought you should know.