It's time to get specific, without getting specific.
How long are we going to keep secrets for? We assume that they'll come out eventually, but you can never be sure. There's definitely no guarantee, even if you want one.
I've discovered that sometimes you have to decide whether things are worth taking a risk over What's hard is that when you think of taking a risk you usually imagine it working out in your favour, although alot of the time that's not the case. So is it /really/ worth taking the risk over?
There is a large possibility that nothing will ever come of it.
I think I made that decision a long time ago, and I'm sticking to it.
I seem to be lacking words alot lately, which may be the root of the problem.
It's so easy to assume that what you want is understood by more than just yourself. But how can it be unless you find the words? If you need to hear something then it would seem you have to make that apparent.
Except that's not an option, it's never an option
Or maybe it is, and I'm just not willing to accept that yet
Only time can ever tell,
but in the meantime I'm perfectly fine with being distracted. It's a good system I have going on here, and one that could work for awhile. Just keep me hanging on by a little bit, deal?
I like feeling safe
And I like taking a risk knowing I'm safe in taking it
Funny how I seem to find out information after the time period that it could have had an affect on me. Less decisions to make I suppose, and now more secrets. Where to draw the line..
Nevertheless, these next few months, and especially this next month, is going to be amazing
89, just thought you should know.
April 30, 2007
April 11, 2007
suffice it to say,
we're leaving things unsaid
r o l l e r c o a s t e r
what happens when an indecisive person makes a decision that they can't help but make?
it scares me.
not the whole making the decision part, but it being unavoidable in general.
and trying to convince yourself otherwise seems like the only option,
until you realize that it's impossible to do,
and the decision was ultimately inevitable.
why is it that things can be so out of your control
heart over mind is what this is
and then we get our hopes up
and realize it
so then we try not to
so we think about not getting our hopes up
and that only makes us think about it more
which gets our hopes up even more
...vicious circle
please,
just
say
it
i hope something exciting happens tomorrow,
stop thinking about it
stop thinking about it
And not to say a thing tonight.
we're leaving things unsaid
r o l l e r c o a s t e r
what happens when an indecisive person makes a decision that they can't help but make?
it scares me.
not the whole making the decision part, but it being unavoidable in general.
and trying to convince yourself otherwise seems like the only option,
until you realize that it's impossible to do,
and the decision was ultimately inevitable.
why is it that things can be so out of your control
heart over mind is what this is
and then we get our hopes up
and realize it
so then we try not to
so we think about not getting our hopes up
and that only makes us think about it more
which gets our hopes up even more
...vicious circle
please,
just
say
it
i hope something exciting happens tomorrow,
stop thinking about it
stop thinking about it
And not to say a thing tonight.
April 2, 2007
smiles all around
i love days like this,
and yes i realize most people are in a weird funk when they blog which allows for very profound writing, and ultimately undecipherable writing.
However, I don't expect that kind of a mood to come very soon, things are good. So this is going to have to be a happy blog,
deal.
pussy cat dolls may be slightly slutty (understatement of the year?),
but they have some good concepts going on in their songs.. plus they're great to dance to.
(girls you all know you turn on 'don't ya' and dance around in your room in your underwear)
so, here's a little inspiration for all the ladies.
here's what you need to listen to:
I Don't Need A Man - Pussy Cat Dolls
i finished a puzzle,
finally.
thank you to africa for the help.. well.. alot of help to be honest,
i'm not very good at puzzles (from lack of experience, or just lack of talent perhaps)
but i finished it.
i'm quite proud of my accomplishment.
risks are hard to take
seems like they would be easy,
especially when you go over it in your head time and time again
and then you snap back to reality and realize 'when would i ever get up the nerve to do that'
i'm hoping that i do,
sometime
timing is everything i suppose
i think we all have bad timing,
how promising
well, here's hoping that i get up the nerve
it's the little things that matter,
and you've got that down pat.
and yes i realize most people are in a weird funk when they blog which allows for very profound writing, and ultimately undecipherable writing.
However, I don't expect that kind of a mood to come very soon, things are good. So this is going to have to be a happy blog,
deal.
pussy cat dolls may be slightly slutty (understatement of the year?),
but they have some good concepts going on in their songs.. plus they're great to dance to.
(girls you all know you turn on 'don't ya' and dance around in your room in your underwear)
so, here's a little inspiration for all the ladies.
here's what you need to listen to:
I Don't Need A Man - Pussy Cat Dolls
i finished a puzzle,
finally.
thank you to africa for the help.. well.. alot of help to be honest,
i'm not very good at puzzles (from lack of experience, or just lack of talent perhaps)
but i finished it.
i'm quite proud of my accomplishment.
risks are hard to take
seems like they would be easy,
especially when you go over it in your head time and time again
and then you snap back to reality and realize 'when would i ever get up the nerve to do that'
i'm hoping that i do,
sometime
timing is everything i suppose
i think we all have bad timing,
how promising
well, here's hoping that i get up the nerve
it's the little things that matter,
and you've got that down pat.
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